ache

I ache.
Thought I have become numb, I am not foolproof.
I fall, again.
I try to stand up, but the strength has gone.
I can't breathe. I feel there's no air left for me.
Not inside this bubble. Not in this place.

My soul cries, alone looking for a lonely one.
I can hear it's pounding to the last beat,
before it's breaking. Bleeding.

And all I need, I find nowhere to be found.