Majesty

Lord You are, the light of my heart
Grander than the greatest stars
You are that I might be alive for thee
Lord You came, and breathed anew
A gift of life that will not cease
I am that You might be glorified
And I open my eyes to see
I'm asking You Lord reveal to me

Your majesty is captivating all of me
I stand before the one who makes my heart adore
Your majesty beyond what mortal souls could dream
We stand amazed breathless as we've come to face
Your majesty

Lord I come to this place
To bring honor to Your name
I stand just to sing of Your great fame
So I open my heart to You
Cause there's nothing else that I can do

When Your majesty is captivating all of me
I stand before the one who makes my heart adore
Your majesty beyond what mortal souls could dream
We stand amazed breathless as we've come to face

So shine down over your children
Reach out and touch us again
So shine down over your children
Reach out and touch me again

I stand before the one who makes my heart adore
When Your majesty is captivating all of me
I stand before the one who makes my heart adore
Your majesty beyond what mortal souls could dream
We stand amazed breathless as we've come to face
Your majesty
Your majesty

A reflection

(Inspired by my friend's blog)

Writing this blog and crying. But not the sad cry, more like a grateful cry. I realized, finally realized how good He is to me. How kind He is, and He always protects me, all the time. I was saved million times because of Him.
Now that I am working so hard trying to finish my school, but looking back, I won't have this chance if not because of Him. I was reminded that now I have a good boss that supports me all the time and understand my passion to finish school - tho I have to work on weird schedule and leave early couple of times in the week. I was reminded how did I come into this position: after some disappointments, after feeling that I'd failed. But He guided me through all difficult times and brought me into where I am now, and slowly made me realized this is the right position for me if I still want to finish my school.

This is the song from Corrinne May

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe, coz

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

True, there are thousand reasons that I should give up. Many times I feel I hit the wall, many times I feel so tired, so jaded. But I am stubborn, because I believe in things I hold. And I believe too that He will always be my side, never leave me alone, to walk through into this maze and find the way out

I won't ask for more, I am what I have now. This is my life, the best one according to Him. And I believe.