Thursday, April 28, 2005

DKNY

I went to Macy's (oh, I also met Karlina, she was shopping for her mom ^_^) and did as a dresser yesterday night. It was for DKNY show, and was more like an informal event. It was pretty fun, and not really rushed. We had absolutely a lot of times for changing clothes. Every girl got lot of times for her sequence. Hmm...one thing that kinda bothered me was because one of the people looked us sooooo loooowwww (I think she's from DKNY, or maybe Macy's? Dunno, I should ask Tiffany on next Monday). I mean, even when I still did some shows, I never look a dresser like she does. And all the other models were being nice yesterday (but, one girl really stinks, literally! I was very surprised, because it is something very embarrassing - she should be able to sense herself though - and it is something very forbidden in this particular world and business)
Well, anyway, got a DKNY wallet by the end of the show. It was pretty....athough I was expecting a Macy's gift card like Tiffany said ^_^

The 4th project

Finally!! This was the last project, which actually came out not very satisfying...well, I guess because we kinda lost our appetite, getting less and less enthusiasm. For us, it was 'yeahhh...it's the last one...just do it...and finish it'

Well, does not mean it is over, we will still have other 2 projects for final. Hopefully we'll do it good.

So anyway, here you go, the fourth project.


Friday, April 22, 2005

3rd project

Here you go...the 3rd project. So cute!
Now only one more to go now...phew!








Thursday, April 21, 2005

Ambivalent

Lots of thoughts in my mind....
I did my show yesterday, and back on stage, well, not really the perfect condition, but it was still the same line of walk. And somehow, I was not very satisfied.
Hmm...remind me again why I left? Smoking, drinking...things that should be apart from me, and not part of me.
Fake laugh, attitude, parties and crazy nights. I can't be someone who is not me.
It does not matter where I am, everybody behaves just the same attitude. And I don't want to act like them just because I want to be accepted.

Ambivalent.
Not knowing what I want, or wanted.
Like, and dislike....
Past, future, blur.
What I did in the past, will reflects my future.
Once I regret, I will regret it forever.....

And still, the show must go on....wherever and whatever I did.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Visual Projects

These are some pictures from my projects. I think we did it pretty good, especially this is our first time doing this. Bravo to us!!
There will be two more projects, and another two for final. We passed the big ones already, so hopefully the next projects will be easier.....











Friday, April 15, 2005

TGIF

TGIF
yeiii...it is Friday. I am about to leave now (the best thing of working here). And I have a full schedule for the whole weekend already. Group meeting today's evening, SPCA for tomorrow (well, hopefully I still can make it), and fitting on Sunday morning. And I have to finish my next assignment too. Gosh I hope the next 48 hours will be enough for me. Oh wait, and another schedule in the weekday for Wednesday. Well, I am excited about it. It's been a while, it's been a long time ago....hmm...when did the last time I had a show? I guess it was back when I was in college. And I kinda miss it actually, it's the best thing in the world when you get money only from being a mannequin ^_^
Too bad I had to be a good daughter and let it go....it's not that I regret it. And maybe it's just not the right path for me.

OK, got to go home now.

Being a biatch

Being a biatch?
Yes, indeed. And working here can make you to be one like that, and a good trained biatch.
It is something common when you hear someone says the f*$! word, and as long as you are not the object of the conversation, your task is to laugh. And it is even more common to hear someone yells....yeeii!!
What happens if you are the object of the F word? Hmm...never really happens to me (thanks God! I can't imagine how can I hold myself then). But someone yelled at me one time, and what I did, was laughing too.
Anyway, it's truly working with pressure here. So, I can't blame when someone is yelling or swearing. She just has to. I know exactly the feeling. Do what you got to do, or just kill yourself.

Other than being a biatch, you can be a wacko (with all the stress, yap!) It is just up to your decision which one that you want to be. But trust me, an angel is not welcome here. Unless, you are really an angel at heart and willing to sacrifice everything. Well, not me. An angel inside me just has to go now. And I am not afraid. I can be an angel in somewhere else, or...somewhere over the rainbow? Haha...not this one of rainbow. Right now, I will just follow the trend and try to be a good biatch.

Friday, April 08, 2005

Homily by Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger

Follow me ---
As a young student Karol Wojtyla was thrilled by literature, the theatre, and poetry. Working in a chemical plant, surrounded and threatened by the Nazi terror, he heard the voice of the Lord: Follow me! In this extraordinary setting he began to read books of philosophy and theology, and then entered the clandestine seminary established by Cardinal Sapieha. After the war he was able to complete his studies in the faculty of theology of the Jagiellonian University of Krakow. How often, in his letters to priests and in his autobiographical books has he spoken to us about his priesthood, to which he was ordained on November 1, 1946. In these texts he interprets his priesthood with particular reference to three sayings of the Lord. First: "You did not choose me, but I chose you. And I appointed you to go and bear fruit, fruit that will last" (John 15:16). The second saying is: "The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep" (John 10:11). And then: "As the Father has loved me, so I have loved you; abide in my love" (John 15:9). In these three sayings we see the heart and soul of our Holy Father. He really went everywhere, untiringly, in order to bear fruit, fruit that lasts. "Rise, Let us be on our Way!" is the title of his next-to-last book. "Rise, let us be on our way!" - With these words he roused us from a lethargic faith, from the sleep of the disciples of both yesterday and today. "Rise, let us be on our way!" he continues to say to us even today. The Holy Father was a priest to the last, for he offered his life to God for his flock and for the entire human family, in a daily self-oblation for the service of the Church, especially amid the sufferings of his final months. And in this way he became one with Christ, the Good Shepherd who loves his sheep. Finally, "abide in my love:" the Pope who tried to meet everyone, who had an ability to forgive and to open his heart to all, tells us once again today, with these words of the Lord, that by abiding in the love of Christ we learn, at the school of Christ, the art of true love.

"The Funeral of Pope John Paul II"

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Mr Mettler

I had a lecture yesterday night from a Macy's West CEO. He was still quiet young actually, only 65 years old but he has been running a company for more than 20 years. Wow!
I think, some people are really gifted with great fortunate. And he admitted that he was such a lucky guy when he started his first career at the retail field (he has more than 40 years of experience in this field!)

Anyway, I think he is such a great guy. And very down to earth for a CEO in a giant company. I learned a lot yesterday, and here are few things of his pearl of wisdom:

-God gave you 2 ears, 2 eyes and only 1 mouth. So, listen and see all around you, observe and learn, and speak only when you need. If you keep talking, you won't understand what is going on. Listen and watch first, thus you will be ready when you need to talk.

-Be dare and make your decision. If you make a mistake, fix it and learn from it. But if you never decide, you will regret it.
Hmm....I feel knock out when I heard he said this....

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